[ jAh'S ]

~ insya ALLAH ~

2010-01-30T18:09:00.001-08:00

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
you feel so lost
that you're so alone
all you see is night
and darkness all around
you feel so helpless
you can't see which way to go
don't despair and never loose hope
cause ALLAH is always by your side

insyaALLAH
insyaALLAH you'll find your way

everytime you can make one more mistake
you feel you can't repent
and that its way too late
you're so confused, wrong decision you have made
haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

don't despair and never loose hope
cause ALLAH is always by your side
insyaALLAH
insyaALLAH you'll find your way

turn to ALLAH
he's never far away

put your trust in HIM

raise your hands and pray

oooo Ya ALLAH

guide my steps

don't let me go astray

you're the only one that showed my the way

showed me the way

insyaALLAH

insyaALLAH we'll find the way

[song of Maher Zain]

p/s : thanks to Aina f0r introducing me this song...

ALLAH kn0ws the best...HE touches our heart in a very subtle way....in every way of our lives...it depends on h0w we perceive things t0 rec0gnize HIS LOVE...

" di DUNIA ada SYURGA "

2010-01-06T22:40:00.000-08:00

Nabi Muhammad berkata:
" Sesungguhnya Jibrail diberi tugas bagi menguruskan segala keperluan anak Adam. Sekiranya seorang hamba yang kafir berdoa, ALLAH berkata kepada Jibrail,
'Hai Jibrail, tunaikanlah keperluannya. Sesungguhnya AKU tidak suka mendengar permintaannya.' Dan sekiranya seorang hamba MUKMIN berdoa, ALLAH berkata kepada Jibrail,
'Wahai Jibrail, jangan kau tunaikan dahulu keperluannya, kerana AKU suka mendengar permohonanya.'

(Hadis laporan Ibnu An-Najah daripada Jabir)
- quoted fr0m ' Di dunia ada syurga'

Understanding this hadith d0es make me str0nger....we always have HIM wh0 l0ves us which we always FORGOT...luckily, HE NEVER FORGETS US...

d0 wE kn0w...?

2009-02-23T23:53:00.000-08:00

tHaT tHe rOaD iS wIdEr tHan wHat wE tHoUgHt?

iNtErEstIng...ritE?

yEt...

iT is pAinfUlL...

"so,verily,with every difficulty,there is releif (5). Verily, with every difficulty there is relief (6)."

al-insyirah,5-6

therefore...

"Wahai Pembolak-balik hati, tetapkanlah hatiku atas agama-Mu, dan atas ta'at akan Dikau, Mahasuci Engkau, sesungguhnya aku ini termasuk orang yang menzhalimi diriku."

~sAlAm aIdILaDhA~

2008-12-07T21:19:00.000-08:00

~trust in HIM~

2008-11-24T07:57:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

[KEHIDUPAN-IN TEAM feat NAZREY]

Kesenangan yang datang
Tak akan selamanya
Begitulah selepas susah ada kesenangan
Seperti selepas malam datangnya siang
Oleh itu waktu senang jangan lupa daratan

Gunakan kesempatan untuk kebaikan
Sebelum segalanya terlepas dari genggaman
Kelak menyesal nanti tak berkesudahan
Apa guna sesalan hanya menekan jiwa

Jangan difikir derita akan berpanjangan
Kelak akan membawa putus asa pada Tuhan
Ingatlah biasanya kabus tak berpanjangan
Setelah kabus berlalu pasti cerah kembali

Ujian adalah tarbiyah dari Allah
Apakah kita kan sabar ataupun sebaliknya
Kesenangan yang datang selepas kesusahan
Semuanya adalah nikmat dari tuhan
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so, after such a long time not writing anything...here i come! ;-) hehe...apologize to those who keep reminding me about updating my blog...n tq also for ur concern... =) hurm...let's go straight to my point this time...KEHIDUPAN...of course life full of its colours...happiness, excitement, joyful and also sadness, boredom and unpleasant feelings are those that made up our life to be as interesting as it should be...

At some stage in our life, we'll bump into some difficulties...n when it happens, i think, it's best for us to think that we're in the 'exam' mode...why?well...life is a TEST...isn't it?and the 'test' is not for nothing...HE told us in HIS words:

"so, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief (5). Verily, with every difficulty there is relief(6)"

(al-insyirah,5-6)

Hence, trust in HIM coz' for every difficulty, there is relief...

believe in HIM n u'll be okay, insyaALLAH...

p/s: to all 11th colony members, go0d luck in endblock exam!

_nOt eNoUgH_

2008-10-08T02:53:00.000-07:00

...sOmEtImEs, wE jUsT hAvE nOtHiNg tO sAy

sOmEtImEs, wE jUsT nEeD to sIt dOwN & aPpReCiAtE wHaT wE hAvE...

" Such is HE, the Knower of all things, hidden and open, the Exalted (in power), the Merciful (6) HE Who has made everything which HE has created most good: HE began the creation of man with (nothing more than) clay (7) And made HIS progeny from a quintessence of the nature of a fluid despised (8) But HE fashioned him in due proportion, and breathed into him something of HIS spirit.And HE gave you (the faculties of) hearing and sight and feeling (and understanding): little thanks do you give! (9) And they say: 'What!When we lie, hidden and lost, in the earth, shall we indeed be in a Creation renewed?' Nay, they deny the Meeting with their Lord! (10) Say: 'The Angel of Death, put in charge of you, will (duly) take your souls: then shall you be brought back to your Lord (11) "

al-sajadah, 6-11

so i choose to take a few moment for myself...to think deeply how much i'd showed my gratitude towards HIM...humble voice from my heart said that it's not enough...thus,

LET'S IMPROVE!

7 & 5

2008-10-01T07:28:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Alhamdulillah...once again, we (my mum,my dad n I) went for HARI RAYA PRAYER...with 7 takbir in the 1st rakaat and 5 takbir in the 2nd rakaat...that is how hari raya prayer differ from other prayers...and to see all people from different background gather as ONE makes me to REALLY appreciate the BEAUTY of ISLAM...

UKHWAH will make you ALIVE..! insyaALLAH
and dont forget that ISLAM encourages us to celebrate hari raya MODERATELY...

wassalam...

W.A.I.T.I.N.G.

2008-09-28T17:23:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismilahirrahmanirrahim...

tic...tock...tic...tock...TIME seems to move very slow once we're in the waiting mode...yet, leaving us FAR behind when we're busy and seems to be craving for more than 24 hours per day...it's funny how the definition of time CHANGED in different circumstances...thus,VALUE every moment that is yours...

"yang paling JAUH dengan kita ialah MASA LALU"

~ mOhOn dEnGaN sAnGaT ~

2008-09-28T09:24:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

" DEATH is once. LIFE is twice. Do something!"

Here it goes the status of my friend in his yahoo messenger...that phrase somehow touches the inner part of me as this RAMADHAN has comes to its END...everything that has a BEGINNING has an END...and when is our TIME will come?

when will the world STOP moving?

wallahualam...

_wHeN u'Re fAr aWaY_

2008-09-27T09:46:00.001-07:00

...jauh itu ada jarak yang memisahkan...

~ beTtEr lAtE tHaN nEvEr ~

2008-09-22T04:52:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

"Dan barangsiapa berhijrah di jalan ALLAH, niscaya mereka akan mendapatkan di bumi ini tempat hijrah yang luas dan (rezeki) yang banyak. Barangsiapa keluar dari rumahnya dengan maksud berhijrah kerana ALLAH dan RasulNYA, kemudian kematian menimpanya (sebelum sampai ke tempat yang dituju), maka sungguh, pahalanya telah ditetapkan di sisi ALLAH. Dan ALLAH Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang"

an-Nisa', 100

To think that this ramadhan has nearly comes to its end, I wonder how much I’ve CHANGED...or I never changed? Is the world sees me differently now...? Or am I start to see world differently?

One thing for sure, we cant never be PERFECT...that's the FITRAH of man...BUT, we are the BEST CREATION of HIM...i keep telling myself not to 'misuse' this FITRAH by putting a limit to my willingness to change...YET, everything has its limit...so, here comes the dilemma of life, i think....hurmm...but,the most important TASK is how we deal with it...i guess so...DO YOU?

_tHe aRt oF lEtTiNg gO_

2008-09-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

".......Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; ALLAH mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui"

al-baqarah,216

LETTING GO of something/someone is always tough. Yet, we STILL need to abide by THE RULE. What is not ours, set it free...LET IT GO...n endure any failing from the upshot PATIENTly...insyaALLAH!

"Hai orang-orang yang beriman, jadikanlah sabar dan solat sebagai penolongmu, sesungguhnya ALLAH berserta orang-orang yang sabar"

al-baqarah, 153

... mUhAsAbAh ...

2008-09-13T22:29:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

-picture taken when i'm in my 2ndary school (form 5)-

It's good to look back at the past once in a while...if people really APPRECIATE the importance of the past, learn from our earlier mistakes, maybe (insyaALLAH) the world will be a better place to be called HOME...as we live, we learn how to make a DECISION...but, sometimes the right decision is not always the best decision WE can make...

REALISTIC and FRANK and CONFIDENT upon making any DECISION are some parts from thousands component of LEADING a good life...

with hope that NO one will get hurt...

...WALLAHUALAM...

_iN a fRiEnD, yOu FiNd a 2nD sElF_

2008-09-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

Q : How do u define a friend?
A : Friend is a GIFT!

SMILE...!

‘Ya ALLAH, janganlah ENGKAU pesongkan hati-hati kami setelah ENGKAU memberi
petunjuk kepada kami. Sesungguhnya ENGKAU MAHA PEMBERI ANUGERAH’

_uKhwAh fILLAH_

_bE sTrOnG_

2008-09-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

bRoKeN...???!!!

nEvEr sUrReNdEr

lEt'S gEt pRePaReD..!

p/s : exam DOES kill people! haha.. ;-) pEaCe!!!

~ sAlAm rAmAdHaN & hApPy sTuDyInG ~

2008-09-01T21:49:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Alhamdulillah...we're now in the sacred month...let's GRAB all the opportunities that come together with RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK!

and

for 2nd yr IIUM medical student,

DON'T FORGET TO STUDY! ;-)

M.E.R.D.E.K.A.

2008-09-01T21:09:00.000-07:00

SPECIAL thanks to all of my FRIENDS !

~lEt'S gEt uP!~

2008-08-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

(5) so, verily, with every difficulty, there is relief: (6) Verily, with every difficulty there is relief. (7) Therefore, when you are free (from your immediate task), still labour hard, (8) And to your Lord turn (all) you attention.

al-insyirah, 5-8

~rOsEs~

2008-08-28T09:18:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

busy with loads of programmes...that should be the answer for why i'm not writing anything lately...well, as i keep on breathing in this so called bz life,there's something precious that i was, am and still learning...n it may be the answer for all the whys that my friends gv to me...why i keep on doing something (involve in programmes)?why i cant just stay at room and study?why i always get myself tired?why i'm struggling with things which are not medical?why n why...

what should be the best answer for all of those?hmmm..simple, i just wanna be alive! i wanna be a human!and i need to be balanced...between study and doing my things..both are crucial for me...i'm still learning on how to balance between the two...because i dont think i'll stop giving all that i can to our ummah just because i wanna focus on my study OR vice versa...real life doesnt work like that...and that's why i think it's important to have a circle of closed friends...

why i'm saying that?hurmm...we are strong when we together...that's the importance of JAMAAH in islam...because we are stronger together rather than alone...YET,there'll be sometimes somehow we get tired in the FIGHT...n for those who are 'broken', please remember that you're not alone...and we have each other to remain STRONG and become stronger! COURAGE is not the absence of fear or despair, but, the STRENGTH to conquer them...and of course, ROSES come with a lot of thorns...so,perceive them as it should be...dont 'mistreat' the thorns if u want the roses to bloom beautifully...

~why we've been tested?~

"Do men think that they will be left alone on saying , "We believe", and that they will not be tested?(2) We did test those before them, and ALLAH will certainly know those who are true from those who are false (3)"

al-ankabut, 2-3

~how to face the difficulties?~

"Oo you who believe! Preserve in patience and constancy; vie in such preseverance; strengthen each other; and fear ALLAH; that you may prosper (200)"

al-'imran, 200

~the gain?~

" ALLAH has purchased of believers their persons and their goods; for theirs (in return) is the Garden (of Paradise): they fight in His Cause, and slay and are slain: a promise binding on HIM in truth, through theLaw, the Gospel, and the Qur'an: and who is more faithful to his convenant than ALLAH?Then rejoice in the bargain which you have concluded: that is the achievement supreme (111)"

at-taubah, 111

~the HOPE?~

"but, if they turn away, say " `ALLAH suffices me: there is no GOD but HE: on HIM is my trust- He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme! (129)"

at-taubah, 129

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~keep holding on~

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
(Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do
(Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way
when it comes to the truth

So, keep holding on
'Cause you know
we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know
we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Just stay strong
'Cause you know
I'm here for you
I'm here for you

(dedicated to all of my friends!)

...wHeN 24/7 iS nOt eNoUgH...

2008-07-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt...
bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

The ability to prioritize what is important and what is not so important is VITAL in time management...i guess so...BUT,we somehow sometimes happen to be some sort of 'lost' in the middle of prioritizing things...so, i guess (again) this is where OUR WISDOM is really matters...

In the name of ALLAH,
Most Gracious, Most Merciful,

1. By (the Token of) Time (through the Ages),
2. Verily Man in loss,
3. Except such as have faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of truth, and of Patience and Constancy.

(al-'asr,1-3)

~tHiNgS tO pOnDeR~

2008-07-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

"so lose not heart,nor fall in despair: for u must gain mastery, if u r true in faith (3;139) "

"FAITH...the spirit that moves us"

"...what the most important thing is our WILLINGNESS to contribute and to sacrifice..."

"saat org lain memikirkan hal masing2, kita memikirkan hal org lain"

"susah senang bersama"

WAKE UP!

2008-07-04T04:01:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

To ALL my MUSLIM brothers & sisters...WAKE UP!

As-syahid Syed Qutb

Saudara!

Seandainya kau tangisi kematianku

Dan kau siram pusaraku dengan air matamu

Dan di atas tulang-tulangku

Yang hancur luluh ini

Nyalakan obor buat umat ini

Dan teruskan perjalanan ke gerbang jaya

Saudara!

Kematianku adalah satu perjalanan

Mendapatkan kekasih yang sedang merindui

Taman-taman di syurgaTuhanku bangga menerimaku

Burung-burungnya berkicau riang menyambutku

Bahagialah hidupku di alam abadi

Saudara!

Puaka kegelapan pasti akan hancur

Dan alam ini pasti disinari fajar lagi

Biarlah rohku terbang mendapatkan rindunya

Janganlah gentar berkelana di alam abadi

Nun disana fajar memancar lagi..

(Ditulis seketika sebelum menemui syahid)

edited from http://drzaty.blogspot.com/

~lEt'S uPdAtE oUr nIyYaH~

2008-07-03T05:29:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Two words that contrast each other would be the best to express how i felt about ending my holidays; excited and sad...

EXCITED to start new block, new academic session...alhamdulillah, after STRUGGLING and putting in all my EFFORTS & STRENGTH juz to pass, i manage to PROCEED my study...now, i'm a 2nd yr medical student...hehe...EXCITED to continue my fight as a student and also as a muslim da'ie..being AWARE that my responsibilities are vital to be carried out perfectly (insyaALLAH), i'm in the process of IMPROVING myself towards betterment..

SAD with the thought that i will once again LEAVE my MUM n my DAD...their HAPPINESS and WELL-BEING are my BIGGEST CONCERN, my crucial responsibility as a DAUGHTHER who always loves them..SAD when it comes to leave this lovely home...yeaahh...it's true that HOME is where the heart is...

BUT...CHEER UP...!let's take a few moment to think deeply and ask ourself about our MAIN PURPOSE of living...my wisdom keep telling me that all of us is a LEADER...and a LEADER is a FIGHTER! and a FIGHTER is the one who is able to sacrifice fisabilillah...as a FIGHTER, we should be the one that makes things happen...my english teacher once said to me that there are 3 types of people in this world..and they are:

people who only see things happen around them

people who make things happen

people who dont know what's happening

So, to be in the 2nd group of people is not an ABC easy...BUT it also NOT an impossible task...the most important thing is our WILLINGNESS to contribute...if u claim that u are a FIGHTER, then u need to prove it! =) PLUS with a good intention...so, LET'S UPDATE OUR NIYYAH!

~my trial~

2008-07-02T08:20:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt...
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

"Hurrrmmm....not bad..." 3 words that cross my mind when i start blogging...i USED TO wonder why people so excited about having a blog (so sorry to mai...hehehe)...most of d blogs that i've read b4 make me feel like i'm reading others' diaries!!!wohohoho...i somehow didnt write any diary (really hate it...haha)...so, y bother to create a blog?haha...but then, i've come to realize that it's u urself that determine how ur blog going to look like...only then, i made myself a blog...jeng jeng jeng...haha..(cant wait to see how mai will react to diz...ahah! ;-) ) so, this is my 1st TRIAL...juz to make MY VOICE HEARD...so that,we can SHARE things that will benefit all of us...insyaALLAH...