Thursday, August 28, 2008


Assalamualaikum wbt...

busy with loads of programmes...that should be the answer for why i'm not writing anything lately...well, as i keep on breathing in this so called bz life,there's something precious that i was, am and still learning...n it may be the answer for all the whys that my friends gv to me...why i keep on doing something (involve in programmes)?why i cant just stay at room and study?why i always get myself tired?why i'm struggling with things which are not medical?why n why...

what should be the best answer for all of those?hmmm..simple, i just wanna be alive! i wanna be a human!and i need to be balanced...between study and doing my things..both are crucial for me...i'm still learning on how to balance between the two...because i dont think i'll stop giving all that i can to our ummah just because i wanna focus on my study OR vice versa...real life doesnt work like that...and that's why i think it's important to have a circle of closed friends...

why i'm saying that?hurmm...we are strong when we together...that's the importance of JAMAAH in islam...because we are stronger together rather than alone...YET,there'll be sometimes somehow we get tired in the FIGHT...n for those who are 'broken', please remember that you're not alone...and we have each other to remain STRONG and become stronger! COURAGE is not the absence of fear or despair, but, the STRENGTH to conquer them...and of course, ROSES come with a lot of,perceive them as it should be...dont 'mistreat' the thorns if u want the roses to bloom beautifully...

~why we've been tested?~

"Do men think that they will be left alone on saying , "We believe", and that they will not be tested?(2) We did test those before them, and ALLAH will certainly know those who are true from those who are false (3)"

al-ankabut, 2-3

~how to face the difficulties?~

"Oo you who believe! Preserve in patience and constancy; vie in such preseverance; strengthen each other; and fear ALLAH; that you may prosper (200)"

al-'imran, 200

~the gain?~

" ALLAH has purchased of believers their persons and their goods; for theirs (in return) is the Garden (of Paradise): they fight in His Cause, and slay and are slain: a promise binding on HIM in truth, through theLaw, the Gospel, and the Qur'an: and who is more faithful to his convenant than ALLAH?Then rejoice in the bargain which you have concluded: that is the achievement supreme (111)"

at-taubah, 111

~the HOPE?~

"but, if they turn away, say " `ALLAH suffices me: there is no GOD but HE: on HIM is my trust- He the Lord of the Throne (of Glory) Supreme! (129)"

at-taubah, 129


~keep holding on~

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand

When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just, stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you

There's nothing you can say
(Nothin' you can say)
Nothing you can do
(Nothin' you can do)
There's no other way
when it comes to the truth

So, keep holding on
'Cause you know
we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear

Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend

Hear me when I say
When I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly

Keep holdin' on
'Cause you know
we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Just stay strong
'Cause you know
I'm here for you
I'm here for you

(dedicated to all of my friends!)